Finally went and got help. Im taking sever pills to help with depression and anxiety. It helps as i no longer drink, and havent hurt myself, i actually function as a person, but i feel less and less like a usefull person...i know there is a process, and it takes time, but im feeling the urge to stop. Its hard and stressfull and it leaves me completly tired trying to follow indications and not let go.
Wednesday, March 06, 2019
Wednesday, January 30, 2019
Every day interactions
I find a want to see more the people i have least interactions with! I went to the store where i usually spend 5 mins tops, and really like the two ladies that work there. I took a bag of chocolates for them, cus those 5 minutes they spare on me, make me feel like im here, im not invisible, and light up my day!
i also like seeing the guy that works at the gas station, he is soo nice and very friendly.
i am alive. I am here. They help me realize that.
thank you
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