i wake up into a world i know to be real, but feels fake and far away
i cant separate the feelings
i needed to keep reading
i needed to end
i couldn't go on with out knowing
i needed him to be alive
i needed her(me) to live and realize what i knew
i feel the need to close my eyes and escape to that world,
the one that feels real
the one i want to be real
another reality just doesn't seem posible
doesn't interest me
i need to go back
i need to forget the now
the who i am
i need to be someone else
